Help... It's killing me! I cant sleep almost the whole night yesterday till now. It's because my arms are hurting me. not a normal one tho. The pain is deep inside my bone (i think, coz it's different from flesh pain or urat pain), the pain is really deep inside and undescribable, not like those pain u get from a cut or urat pain. The Pain is KILLING me! It's located at my right arm, at the joint between my Scapula bone and my Humerus bone, that is somewhere at the joint between my shoulder and my arm... Help...
Please help... Anyone can help me.... Will I lose my arm? I'm really scared... If i lose my arm in this pain way, i would lose everything, my career, my future. I will be a handicap in the future... I don wanna lose my arm... Please God, help me... I'm really really scared.... :(
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Hurm...
It's Wednesday and we all know what that means! It's our practical class of the week!!! yay! the day that we are able to learn how to cook specific cuisines :D everyone loves it! Today we learn to cook this Tomato rice, this fish thingy, this Tofu stuffed with thingys, and this prawns covered by eggs. All foods are okay okay coz it's kinda simple to do, just throw in everything and thr u are! So, didn't learn much thing today... sad...
After that i'm home and went through my friend's blog, found out she is still sad and moody :( make me sad too. She is too fragile when it comes to some point, wish i could make her feel better, but i cant... I feel so useless... Haiz... Please my friend.... I cant bare to see you suffer anymore. God bless you.
Until then, peace out!
After that i'm home and went through my friend's blog, found out she is still sad and moody :( make me sad too. She is too fragile when it comes to some point, wish i could make her feel better, but i cant... I feel so useless... Haiz... Please my friend.... I cant bare to see you suffer anymore. God bless you.
Until then, peace out!
Monday, January 25, 2010
Wah! This year's Chinese New Year landed right at Valentine's Day!!! Some may say, wow! it's cool and nice!!! But for me, nye, this two doesn't match each other and it's totally not going to happen whr u see people celebrating this two festival and go through it and say it's nice. Just what i think tho.
Anyway, I'll be at Keningau from 13FeB. Keningau is the best :D We got to play fire crackers every year at Keningau and we dont get afraid of getting caught. Because back to Keningau is back to my kampung whr it's 'legal' to play :D
Wish everyone to have nice CNY at year 2010~~~
Anyway, I'll be at Keningau from 13FeB. Keningau is the best :D We got to play fire crackers every year at Keningau and we dont get afraid of getting caught. Because back to Keningau is back to my kampung whr it's 'legal' to play :D
Wish everyone to have nice CNY at year 2010~~~
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Music~
Was listening to this song these days and felt good when listening to it :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVb1OUuFI_0
Try listen it, maybe you'll love it too :)
Ms Freda, listen to this too! :DDD
Owl City - The Saltwater Room
I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the stars that aren't there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
So like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewellWith your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room
Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
Can you believe that the crew has gone and they wouldn't let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep, I can hardly relax or even oversleep
When i feel warm with your hand in mine when we walk along the shoreline
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow
So tell me darlin do you wish we'd fall in love
(yeah, all the time) all the time
Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time
Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time (oh, all the time)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVb1OUuFI_0
Try listen it, maybe you'll love it too :)
Ms Freda, listen to this too! :DDD
Owl City - The Saltwater Room
I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the stars that aren't there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
So like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewellWith your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room
Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
Can you believe that the crew has gone and they wouldn't let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep, I can hardly relax or even oversleep
When i feel warm with your hand in mine when we walk along the shoreline
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow
So tell me darlin do you wish we'd fall in love
(yeah, all the time) all the time
Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time
Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time (oh, all the time)
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Quiting games for good. DAMN RIGHT!
Stupid games. Stupid me.
Games. Let's talk about games, it's an essential nutrition for most of the boys to live through everydays or every weeks. It bring thrills and mind challenge to those who participate in it, people often gains knowledge, skills, better reflexes and even topics on their daily life to talk about with their friends.
BUT!!!
It bites u right in the butt!
I lost precious times with someone who's only coming back few days at kk lately and who knows when someone's gonna come back again. It's because of that stupid Dota! Hate u Dota! My friends made temptation on playing with them, and yeah i got the thrill and mind challenge, BUT i lost precious times on spending with my friends! DMAN!!! I mean how can I be so stupid of not noticing this? How can I not notice that time passes so fast when i'm playing? Yup! Games are like drugs, when u are in it, there's nalmost nothing beside you that can stop u playing until the game ends. It's ADDICTIVE!
So, please, that someone please lend me the power again to quit this drug!!!
Good night and Merry Christmas everyone! XD
Games. Let's talk about games, it's an essential nutrition for most of the boys to live through everydays or every weeks. It bring thrills and mind challenge to those who participate in it, people often gains knowledge, skills, better reflexes and even topics on their daily life to talk about with their friends.
BUT!!!
It bites u right in the butt!
I lost precious times with someone who's only coming back few days at kk lately and who knows when someone's gonna come back again. It's because of that stupid Dota! Hate u Dota! My friends made temptation on playing with them, and yeah i got the thrill and mind challenge, BUT i lost precious times on spending with my friends! DMAN!!! I mean how can I be so stupid of not noticing this? How can I not notice that time passes so fast when i'm playing? Yup! Games are like drugs, when u are in it, there's nalmost nothing beside you that can stop u playing until the game ends. It's ADDICTIVE!
So, please, that someone please lend me the power again to quit this drug!!!
Good night and Merry Christmas everyone! XD
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Kuli, a very common thing to know, those who worked hard and suffering, but get pay very less.
Have you ever wonder on being a kuli? Even for a day?
Hurm... I don't think anyone would want him/herself to suffer like a kuli does...
BUT!!!!!!
Here's an idiot who actually seek and is currently in the position as a kuli, yeap, that's me!
Worked very very hard and tiring, always carrying heavy stuff here and there, and the payment? RM450 per month, but i got promoted to RM500 per month, it's a very small amount if u think of it, not even reach Rm20 per day!
So, many may wonder then why do i do it for?
Heehee~ The answer is easy, I don't care about the money, i wan the pain and frustration! No pain, no gain, right? I'm training back my strong and muscular body and wanna cut down with my big buncit.
Hahahahahaha!!! Stupid? But, for me, it's smart, to experience different level of life and the pain suffered by others, we cant know how they really feel unless we try it, right?
So, here i am, frustrated and with no time to post anything in my blog in a long period of time. Hurm... Am worried that i might cannot reach the goal of 9post before Christmas... Huhu...
Have you ever wonder on being a kuli? Even for a day?
Hurm... I don't think anyone would want him/herself to suffer like a kuli does...
BUT!!!!!!
Here's an idiot who actually seek and is currently in the position as a kuli, yeap, that's me!
Worked very very hard and tiring, always carrying heavy stuff here and there, and the payment? RM450 per month, but i got promoted to RM500 per month, it's a very small amount if u think of it, not even reach Rm20 per day!
So, many may wonder then why do i do it for?
Heehee~ The answer is easy, I don't care about the money, i wan the pain and frustration! No pain, no gain, right? I'm training back my strong and muscular body and wanna cut down with my big buncit.
Hahahahahaha!!! Stupid? But, for me, it's smart, to experience different level of life and the pain suffered by others, we cant know how they really feel unless we try it, right?
So, here i am, frustrated and with no time to post anything in my blog in a long period of time. Hurm... Am worried that i might cannot reach the goal of 9post before Christmas... Huhu...
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Lie~
Today i've been trick, i've been lied, i've been cheated!!! Not just me i believe, many freind of mine feel that too i must say. So, for today's event, let's talk about lie~
Lie, what is lie?
From dictionary:
1. a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood.
2. an inaccurate or false statement.
3. to speak falsely or utter untruth knowingly, as with intent to deceive.
4. to express what is false; convey a false impression.
But for me? Lie is just a thing that makes me wanna get berserk and scream bad words out LOUD!!! I believe that everyone gets that feeling too when they find out they are being cheated, right? But as time passes, i've calm down... Haha... But still... hate it!!!
So, please, whoever it is that tries to cheat me on something, think before you act... Or else... Hehehehehehe................
Sleepy now, maybe will be back soon to talk about stories that i'd been through, but not today, because it's a bit late and my dad is sooooooooooooo bising =.="
LoL~ until then. Chao~~~
Lie, what is lie?
From dictionary:
1. a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood.
2. an inaccurate or false statement.
3. to speak falsely or utter untruth knowingly, as with intent to deceive.
4. to express what is false; convey a false impression.
But for me? Lie is just a thing that makes me wanna get berserk and scream bad words out LOUD!!! I believe that everyone gets that feeling too when they find out they are being cheated, right? But as time passes, i've calm down... Haha... But still... hate it!!!
So, please, whoever it is that tries to cheat me on something, think before you act... Or else... Hehehehehehe................
Sleepy now, maybe will be back soon to talk about stories that i'd been through, but not today, because it's a bit late and my dad is sooooooooooooo bising =.="
LoL~ until then. Chao~~~
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