Help... I need Help...

Help... It's killing me! I cant sleep almost the whole night yesterday till now. It's because my arms are hurting me. not a normal one tho. The pain is deep inside my bone (i think, coz it's different from flesh pain or urat pain), the pain is really deep inside and undescribable, not like those pain u get from a cut or urat pain. The Pain is KILLING me! It's located at my right arm, at the joint between my Scapula bone and my Humerus bone, that is somewhere at the joint between my shoulder and my arm... Help...

Please help... Anyone can help me.... Will I lose my arm? I'm really scared... If i lose my arm in this pain way, i would lose everything, my career, my future. I will be a handicap in the future... I don wanna lose my arm... Please God, help me... I'm really really scared.... :(

Hurm...

It's Wednesday and we all know what that means! It's our practical class of the week!!! yay! the day that we are able to learn how to cook specific cuisines :D everyone loves it! Today we learn to cook this Tomato rice, this fish thingy, this Tofu stuffed with thingys, and this prawns covered by eggs. All foods are okay okay coz it's kinda simple to do, just throw in everything and thr u are! So, didn't learn much thing today... sad...

After that i'm home and went through my friend's blog, found out she is still sad and moody :( make me sad too. She is too fragile when it comes to some point, wish i could make her feel better, but i cant... I feel so useless... Haiz... Please my friend.... I cant bare to see you suffer anymore. God bless you.

Until then, peace out!